Even chicks are subject to entropy

...Thanks to Qwantz for the title.

Intellectually, I realize that perfection, by definition, is impossible to obtain. I realize on an intellectual level that it is impossible for me to be a perfect person. I realize on an intellectual level that it is impossible for me to fix everything perfectly for the people I love. This does not mean, however, that I will ever stop trying. It also does not mean that I will ever stop hating myself for being unable to achieve it. It's entirely possible that this is why I've never worried too much about being forgiven for my actions by a higher power, because even if (T)they were to forgive me for my imperfections, I will still never, ever forgive myself.